grounded for life..

suckks !

im grounded till forever.
my last summer in high school with no fone or computer.
:/ ihope they dont allow me from seeing drake ahh.
iwill die. or run away. lol
yes iwill.



hmm. ihave nothing left to say except,
10 months left till graduation !!!!!!!!

hmm

So I've decided to push my pride to the side &apologize to my parents.

Mainly bec imiss them &ihate staying in my room All dayy longg.

&going to church helped a lot.



Ireally hope iget ungrounded.

Bec this is getting old.

Ineeda new dude. Lol

Bec these old ones aint fun. Ha



Sadly ihave time to write,

Only bec icame to work 30minutes early lol my bad. But uhmm..



:) ifeel somewhat great,

Even tho im about to be tired than a hO. Its hott outside lol



Out.

so..about this,

Im totally having second thoughts.



Bec ireally don't wanna have high hopes than just get dissapointed.

Idont lik shady people.

Or people that can juss be cool wit me about everything,but when their wit their friends they act so different. Fuck that. It aint even cool.

Don't kno wata do about it.

Plus ibeen thinkin bout tha other one.

Damn.







Ineeda pray.

well

So today.

Has been so far a really FUCKED UP DAY!



My parents are assholes.

Im tired of being bitched at for evry stupid thing. Nd they swear im selfish.

Ishould remind them of that every time they ask me to do somethin for them.

Which is all tha damn time.





One good thing.

Theres one dude that's turning things around for me..

But istill dk bout it..



Fuck this.



Im gone.

my dear blog,

I've learned how to use blogspt on my telefone :)

Yu have no idea how happy this makes mee (:



Im currently at workk on breakk.

Layingg upstairs on the couchh.

Todays went by way fast.

Thankk God!

But im starvingg. Im on a diet.

But no binge diettt. Promise.

Ibrought a sandwiche from home nd it was ehh. Not good..



So ithrew it away nd ihad tangerines nd an oatmeal bar nd water.

Nd that's all I've eatenn.



But im excited about running laterr (:



Funn..



Im outtt.

woweee

Soo my drake ticketss came in the mail todayy :D



Im wayyyy excited!

Ican wait. Its definitely worth it!



&iwent running today &im on diet.

It'll make mee feel somewhat better about myselff.



I've been stressin wayy too much &it aint cool.

&obviously its not worth it.



But ehh.

Things haven't been goin my wayy.

But iwanna go to church.

Ifeel lik things will definitely turn around.

I've been prayin about things lately.

It helps alott..

:)





Mann. Istill miss em tho.

Ihope he realizes all the bad things he's doin &when he gets caught up he'l member iwas tha one there always getting on his ass for it..



But anywhoo..he juss needs prayer..





So that's wat im finna doo..



So nighty night.