guys like you make us look bad

idont see why ifind myself angry at tha world for no reason.
lik this, i wish icould just do wat iwanna do! that should be easy.
but idont? stupid right? yes ikno. but ifeel lik there's always somethin in tha way.
when iread stuff that inspires me, it makes me question myself.
iknow im capable of doing many many things.
but ialways seem to stop myself.
ifeel lik ikno wat iwanna do.
but how will ido it?
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kush x OJ

mannn im readddyy :D

T.G.O.D !!

yeeeaaa bitchh!

dance with the devil

mann that dance with the devil by immortal technique is fuckin badddddddddddd!
real shit tho. gotta listen carefully.

11:11

damn. imiss himmmm.
ireally do.
but ican tell things are far from the same with us.
listening to these damn songs make me think of him.
ikno ishould change it, but sometimes it feels good to go back and think of the memories.
ahh im so lame. ihave nothing better to do.
but idk. there's not much ican do. itried to push him off and that just made him try harder.
and now that igave in, he's not trying anymore. gahhhhh..
why does it gotta be lik that? idunno... ireeeeallyyy dont.
which sucks. iwish ihad all the answers,but idont.
ihavent talked to him in lik a weeeek.. and ifeel soo bad bec inever told him happy birthday.
does that make me a bad friend? lol iguess it was bec he said he'd text me, but he never did.
so that kinda gave me a hint. last time we talked he was actin shady anywayss... and idont need that... but dammit! now he's got me wantin to try it again.. but icant.
dammit. he seems to be the only thing on my mind lately!!
-_- urrrggghhh... damn ieven looked happy.. this is wayy old lol


but the past is the past.....time to let goooo.

"The only time that you go back to wrong places and wrong people is when you feel weak and discouraged, BE STRONG!"

o Lord gimme tha strength!! lmao foreel tho. lol