ifeel really bad at this point...iguess ive just been hiding things.
ithought icould make myself believe that everything was okay and iwas happy with my life..
iwas starting to believe it, and iDO belive it is HALF true..bec ikno it is half true.
its just all this stuff going on in the family.
it barely got to me. ibarely realized what EXACTLY is going on with him.
the bad things hes doing and the stuff he's putting my family thru.
and IHATE IT!! ihate it soo much.
all the lying and all tha bad things. bec of this one stupid thing. weed.
fuck that. its not worth it. ijust wanna tell him. iwanna let him kno he'll be okay and he doesnt need that shit. iwant things to be okay. ireally do. idont know how much more ican take it. him putting my dad thru all this. ihate seeing my parents both feel helpless. my mom determined to help him and do all she can. but my dads about ready to give up. and ifeel bad for not being able to do anything. but iwant to. iwanna talk to him. iwanna tell him things. that theres more to life than all that shit. ALOT MORE!! and he knows there is. ijust dont know whats going on with him. all the lying has got to stop. he has a family over here that loves him and will always be here. we just wanna help. but what can you do when you wanna help someone who doesnt know if they wanna be helped?.. im just praying. ireally am. he needs a sign something. ihope he comes back ..
"&IKNO ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE THAT NOBODY HAS IT EASY."
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